The oncologist came in this morning with the pathology results. The cancer in my lungs is indeed metastasized from the prostate. His commentary was he’d only seen that in a couple of elderly men…..indeed extremely very, very, very rare. This leaves me with difficult decisions to make in terms of treatment. I’m vacillating between being stoic and accepting what I’m facing and busting out into oceans of tears. Prolly a good thing I’m still on 3 types of narcotics because of the plastic tube still in my chest and anti-anxiety meds. Being a little numb helps at the moment.